ayamechin

almost 4 year had past since my Grandpa past away and it's almost 4 years that I can't do the things I used to - I can't draw. during the past 4 years I draw maybe five or six full creations. I started maybe ten that I never finished and I am unable to get over this. I've tried going back to the paper and panicle but it made me feel worse about the fact -I can't draw. how can I draw again? I've never had this blockage before. I had several but not longer than a month. it's been 4 years. what would you do?

so.. the good news might interests you.. bad the bad ones comes first, but don't worry, it's only bad for me and sort of good for you~ I fall for someone three months ago, just a guy I work with, nothing serious, or so I thought. as soon as I found out he has someone else in his mind though shes far away, I made up my mind to let him know of my feelings but also let him know I'm letting this go... so I did, things are awkward ever since things has been difficult and I found myself lost to many times.. last night a friend of mine (that also has a crush on him) told me she and hi, have been talking and they confessed to each other, I didn't s

The wedding I neve wanted to hear about. I was really Frightened by it. and now it's here. where to go? where to hide? can I hide? My mother is geting married next week, with a men who destroyed everithing good in my life, he took away how I was and my innocence when I was 16 today I'm 21 and she wants to marrie him after everything he did to me and to my family. there is no way out of it, not this time. what should I do? where should I go? could I ever talk to her again? I don't know and I don't think so. "se la vi" someone told me, OK if this is life I will find myself a way to live them with my rulls. Blahh..